Thank you for your letter. I am always very glad to receive letters from you.
Thank you for taking the time to write to me.
From the first letters of our communication, I felt that you are a good person!,
From the first letters of our communication, my intuition told me that I can trust you!
From the first letters of our communication, I felt a spark in my heart from which
ignite a big fire! Also, we have been growing our "tree of love" throughout our short association.
Of course, during this short period of our communication it is impossible to grow a large and strong "oak of love", but during all this time of our communication we managed to grow a small sprout, which is still weak and fragile. But this sprout has already taken root and is beginning to grow.
You know, to grow a "tree of love" is quite difficult and it takes time!, but to destroy a "tree of love", it is very easy and fast.
It seems to me that creating is always more difficult than destroying!, so you need to appreciate what you have created and try not to destroy it, try to store and protect it!
And in order for the "tree of love" to grow big and strong, perhaps, an unshakable desire, aspiration and incentive are needed. And what would be this desire, aspiration and incentive, then there must be trust, respect and mutual understanding.
I understand that you are skeptical of me!, I understand that you have a distrust of me, because we have known each other for a short time and because we have never met.
Your distrust does not offend me, your distrust does not offend me.
But you know, I communicate with you completely sincerely, with complete trust and deep respect. My heart and my intuition tells me that I must be honest and honest with you!
You conquer my heart in a completely incomprehensible way to me, with each letter I want to communicate with you more and more!, with each letter I am drawn to you more and more!,
Every time I go to bed I think of you! You settle in my heart deeper and deeper. And you know, the most amazing thing about all this is that all this happens to me for the first time in my life.
Now I have no other men! And to be honest, I do not want to communicate with other men, because I liked you. I want to write only to you, to communicate only with you.
I know the taste of deceit and the taste of betrayal!, I know how hard and painful it is!, that is why I know the price of deceit and betrayal, and in view of all this, I do not want to suffer!
You know, I don't want to deceive anyone and I don't want to be deceived.
I just want to be a happy woman, I want to love and be loved! - this is a simple happiness formula for me.
But you know, my dear, I will tell you sincerely and honestly that after you told me that you have doubts about me, that you do not trust me., then my heart began to bleed !!!, our "sprout of love" began dry up!!!
and my intuition starts whispering to me that I can probably be wrong about you!!!
There are still doubts about your seriousness towards me, doubts begin to arise about your heartfelt sincerity towards me!
Please understand correctly., I turned to you for help only because I trusted you with my heart and felt in you a reliable person!
YES, I had a problem and I decided to share my problem with you!,
after all, close people always share problems with each other and support each other in difficult times. But perhaps I was in a hurry, perhaps I made a mistake and in vain turned to you for help.
Perhaps it’s my fault that I trusted you too much and saw in you a reliable person to whom you can turn for help.
It is my fault that I opened my heart to you and shared with you my joys and successes, my failures and problems. This is entirely my fault that I opened my heart to you and gave you the key to the door to my soul.
But based on all this, I still respect you and treat you with kindness. I do not take offense at you and do not accuse you of anything. I am still grateful to you for all your kind letters and for all the kind words that you wrote for me!
Chris, I have no doubt that you will find happiness, because kind and honest people are destined to be happy!
With deep respect and reverence for you, I will end my letter.
In conclusion, I want to wish you sunshine and let the sun warm you as you warm me with your letters!
Let your heart tell you only the truth and listen to your heart carefully! Do not deceive yourself and your heart!
Thank you so much for your attention and for your sincerity!
I am ready to appreciate the kindness of your soul and your heart!
Your Tatyana