Rezeda Savvateeva

Jason, I do not understand you. Can't you see what I'm doing for our
happiness. Jason, I really do not understand what is the point of your
numerous apologies... You perfectly understand that they will not
affect the solution of our problem at all. I understand that you still
have a huge debt to pay. But tell me what should I do now? My mom and
I went into massive debt just to arrange my trip to you! And now you
show with all your appearance and behavior that it was done in vain...
Jason yes, I really didn't need only a pen pal.. I only had serious
intentions towards us! I managed to solve all my questions with
documents, as well as with a ticket. And now, when there is only one
small step left before our meeting, you just take and throw me ... Our
fate is at stake! And you apparently don't care at all about this..
Jason you complain that it's very hard for you.. Tell me, who do you
think is easy? As I said in a previous letter, due to the non-payment
of my loan, I may face a real prison sentence. Tell me, do you know
what they do to women in Russian prisons?? Jason my fate is
practically only in your hands. And are you really ready to take and
treat me in such a terrible way ?? I don’t understand, is it really
for you 638, this is such a large amount of money that you cannot
sacrifice it for our happiness. My mother did not spare so much money
for us, she took out a loan for our happiness. And it doesn't seem to
tell you anything. Jason, I'm very sorry that you just gave up! For
some reason, this tells me that I am like a toy for you, if I came to
you, you would feel good. If I don't come, you won't feel bad about
it. I don't know, I think that if two people really love each other
they will do anything to be together. And you don't even want to
contribute to our happiness. I would really like to be wrong about the
fact that you really do not love me because I can’t even imagine that
my love for you is unrequited. And what I did for us is all in vain.
Jason, say it with your hand on your heart. WHAT SHOULD I THINK
NOW???? Rezeda.